Unsent Messages

Honestly dude, Fuck u. I can't believe that I kept coming back to you for 9 years. You acted like u liked me and then decided I wasn't good enough and went to one of my friends and fucked with her. I'm so sick of your bs and I'm glad I found someone who actually cares about me and doesn't treat me like u did. I fell for you more times than I can count. And I am way out of your league in the first place, and whenever I would walk away you pull something and I came crawling back like nothing ever happened. Because I wanted to be with you that bad. And I knew it was toxic, and that you would never treat me right. I never knew your feelings, but I know that you don't want to lose me. I hope that you learn how to treat a girl right. And the fact that your not even attractive makes me falling for you even worse. Dude I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore, but I hate you at the same time. Maybe we'll stay friends, but I know that probably won't end well. Hopefully I make the right decision to walk away for good when it's time, unlike all the other times I came crawling back. I hope you realize how much you miss me when I'm gone. I won't be coming back. Suck my dick;)