God, this is embarrassing. We havent spoken since before you left but i feel like if i dont tell you this now then i never will, u know??? anyway i liked you. like really liked you, and i thought maybe there was a point you like me back??? And we kept skirting around the idea, but you made me feel so special and you made me laugh. I felt like i had to tell you lol, sorry if this was uncomfy haha ;/