From: ABC
To: Alex
Date: October 14, 2020, 11:05 am
I miss you. I miss everything about you, the good, the bad and even the ugly. I miss you calling me that stupid nickname 'cheeto', I miss the way you would smile when we facetimed, I miss the way you held me tight when you knew I wasn't okay. But what happened? We went from 'I love you' to 'I don't want you anymore' literally overnight. I wish I could go back, do it better, be better for you but I can't. You kept me here, you were the reason I held on for so long and I'm forever grateful for that. Sometimes I look at your spotify and you have this one playlist 'let it out' and I swear some of those sad breakup love songs are there for me to see but I don't want to have to text you and beg for you back again. I couldn't handle the pain of breaking my heart yet again. I love you Alex, I will never break that promise in the way you did. If you need me you know I'll always be here for you to come back to. I love you loser x