Unsent Messages

In seventh grade, I had the biggest crush on you but when summer came I didn't talk to you because I didn't have snap yet. When eighth grade started I kind of forgot about you because we didn't have any classes together, well I told myself I forgot about you. When that whole thing was going on with J.D. I realized I was over you because I didn't care and I was happy for you, even though it didn't work out. But then you started snapping me more and more and then you started with the compliments and then you asked me out. At that point, I didn't really know how I felt about you so I said no and I found all of the flaws I could and I did that the other three times too. But there was one that was different. When you started dating K.A it felt a little odd. It's not that I wanted to date you but it felt like nothing had changed between us even though you had a girlfriend who happened to be one of my best friends. I didn't know what to do, and then you asked me out. What the hell. I hated you. You and K broke up after a while but I was still mad at you. If you are wondering yes I did tell her, sorry, I had to. But it has been a while and we are friends again and I'm glad we are. I just feel like I never know how to feel about you. You are very confusing B.G.F.