you were my light. you were the only thing bringing me joy. you completed me which made me dependent on you. but you weren’t dependent on me. in fact, i was just a chapter of your long long book. even as you were talking to me, you still had your other girls on the side. i was not enough for you, yet you made me feel special so i ignored it. it was my biggest mistake. i wish i could let go, i wish i could live without you but you’re my happiness and my sadness at the same time. but i will try. i’ll try to forget you.