Unsent Messages

Um hey. It's been exactly to weeks since we last spoke. I remember your message to me "I kinda developed feelings for another girl". And although we weren't dating it kinda hurt,alot. I didnt tell you though. Tbh I cried the whole week, hiding my sadness behind a smile to my friends and also you. I miss you.
We talked about our future together and how you will never like someone as much as you like me, clearly that changed. You guys seem good for each other, and I'm glad you're happy :)
Atleast one of us is.
I loved you, and I probably still do. I think about you alot, and read our old texts. It really broke me cause you were really my first real crush and I did picture a future with you. I'm messed up but no one will know. I've turned to self harm because you ghosted me and idek why I care so much when you dont. It's like what we had meant nothing to you. But then again I should of seen it coming. You told me you liked someone else on my birthday and that ruined my day. I hate my birthday now thanks.
Anyways,you'll never know this stuff cause you'll never see this.

I love you