From: ABC
To: Samuel
Date: November 22, 2020, 1:31 am
What have you done to me? Why am I so obsessed with you? I know nothing about you. Yet I am so consumed with curiosity as to who you are. You’re the sole reason my mind is going insane. You’re the only thing that occupies it. I won’t allow myself to rest until you message me with your romantic gestures of “DOIN”.
I wonder what occupies your mind when you look at me. What do you see? Do you think what I think? Or do you not perceive me the way I view you?
Well obviously so considering the current circumstances. It seems we are not connected. We do not share the same thoughts.
Sad to think I thought so highly of us. The possible outcome of me confessing. However my visions fooled me. And so did the surrounding people telling me to reveal the feelings, that I, solely share.
I realise my actions contradict my emotions. That is solely due to my inability to genuinely convey what I feel. I apologise.
I am unable to control my behaviour or emotional stability when I know you are near. I shut down automatically. I apologise.