I'll never forget the day when I watched you make bracelets under that tree, that one tree. That was the day I knew it was you. It's been you since then, and I think it will be you forever. I'm so glad we called the other day, it made me love you all over again. I just wish you felt the same. Maybe you do, maybe you don't. I hope I find out someday. I deserve to know. I love you, J, I really do.