i’d be lying if i said that didn’t make me cry. i’m so sorry for the way i treated you. you’re the one that deserves so much better. i can’t promise i’ll find someone that treats me well, it takes a lot for me to realise when someone isn’t. i’m sorry i committed to you so soon after breaking up with her. i didn’t have enough time to process it. i didn’t think about what i was doing until i messed up. i promise i did love you, i loved you more than anything. if you come back to me in the future, even as friends, i’ll never turn you away. up until now, i thought i needed you, now what i’ve realised is i need you to be happy.