i think these messages should be the last time we speak for a while. not talking to you for these past few hours has made me so anxious - the longest you've been out of my life is probably like 2 weeks - i need to get this under control. just give me a month or two. not even in a romantic way but ive been addicted to you n its literally fucking ruined me. it will be better for both of us if i just give you some space - you can live your life and i can attempt to find mine. this is the cringiest thing i've ever written but i just need you to know that i hate being angry at you. if it came down to us being estranged or me getting in the way of your life, i'd always choose the first. starting from midnight, lets just forget about each other for a while. or forever if you want.