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Dear cayden,

the way you made me feel at such a young age is something I will never forget. through tears and smiles i learned to love you. you caused me so much pain that you don't realize. even through that pain i never gave up i stood by your side i never stopped loving you. Until i realized what we had was nothing, it was all fake it seems like it was all a dream. i found someone who has showed me what a real relationship looks like and what it feels like to be in a real life relationship not an online one. The reason you ended things is cause we never saw each other maybe, just maybe, if you made an effort it could have worked. All it would have taken is effort. You missed your chance. You had 6 months to take your chance. You took advantage of my weak spot knowing I would come back to you, you took advantage of me. for 6 months you took advantage. after realizing things i realized, you are not someone i should be loving, not someone worthy of my love. I always thought we were meant for each other. I was so in love with you I couldn't love anyone else. Until now I have realized how awful you were to me and how bad you treated me. you never loved me i loved you and you took advantage of my love and affection. Now I've finally moved on. I have moved on to someone who won't take advantage of me who will put in the effort. It's over for you, you had 6 months of your time up. Please dont come crawling back to my soft spot cause deep down i will forever love you, so god help me if you fuck up what i have going i will never forgive you i have done that enough. The way i loved you was nothing i knew i could do. after everything u did to me you taught me so many things thank you for that. nothing else. i will always love you not like i used to but loving you killed me. im done loving you like that now. im sorry. i love you so much.