i feel guilty for changing you. i miss what we had more than anything that’s why i’ve tried so many times to talk to you anyway i could. you were the best thing that happened to me and i was scared of it. i wasn’t used to it so i messed it up the best way i could going back to her. u affected me. i haven’t been the same. i haven’t want to feel how i did. so i never put myself in that position again. i miss you as much as i don’t want to say that after all this time