Unsent Messages

Angel is like my drug. I hate how he hurt me so much and I still am in love with him. He is so important to me because he was there for me when nobody else was. The truth is I fell in love with his smile, his laugh, his hair, his eyes, I fell in love with all the small details and I mostly fell in love with how he made me feel. He made me feel loved and he made me feel safe. He has always treated me like a queen and like I was his wife. What we had was so special because I have never and I don’t think I will ever find that kind of love with anyone else. He always asked how my mom was doing when I told him she’s not doing very well. And every time I was mean and moody to him he wouldn’t complain he would just remind me how much he loved me and when I overthink he would always make sure I knew that he would never leave my side. And now that he’s not by my side I feel so alone and I cry myself to sleep it sucks. I go through old photos and convos and I think to myself how much I’m in love with him. I even told my mom about him which is weird oh and I said I love you for the first time. I really don’t wanna loose him. I want him in my future and I want to see us grow happy together. I love him.-R.C.

Umm I came to update. I am no longer Inlove with him but I still love him. I found someone else there both different in there way and he’s not better or worse he’s the one I love and angel will always have a special place in my heart being honest I just think it’s right person wrong time yk.