I love you so much and you're my best friend but I don't think I can stay with you if you date someone again because you forget I exist and try to force me to like them every time by putting me in uncomfortable situations by leaving me alone with them and pretend you're so perfect when I try to communicate how I feel and that you do ignore me anytime you meet someone new and come straight back to me when you break up, now you're angry at me because I don't talk to you about how I feel anymore. I wonder why. maybe we shouldn't have tried to be friends again after I told you to go fuck yourself and you messaged me saying you loved me, that's so hard to believe now.