i know that you're probably never going to see this, but i just wanted to tell you that i miss you. a lot. and i hate that our friendship had to end the way it did. you're one of the funniest, kindest, honest - just the best people i've ever met. the memories we have - i could go on and on. but people part ways i guess. you've changed. we both did. but we didn't do it together. everytime we text, it's just really awkward and it kills me knowing that things between us will never be the same as they used to be. i feel like i could truly be myself around you. now i only have one friend left. and i love her. but we miss you. so much. i really hope you're happy now.