Unsent Messages

Dear evil world,

I am done playing your games. No longer am I willing to sabotage my life because of the shitty cards you've dealt me. I have given too much of my precious life to the unworthy. I am maxed out to the point of physical and mental sickness.

I am letting you know now that you will not stop me anymore. I will not restrict myself from experiencing joy and happiness because of the warped reality you have created in my head. I will not succumb to your false fantasies with people who do not exist. I will stop ignoring my true self and I will never again hurt myself because of the pain you have caused me. I will only hold myself with love and dignity. There is no time for anything less.

Thank you for trying to protect me but I do not need your help. I have grown into a powerful, magnificent, and independent young woman. I will dance to my own rhythm, regardless of your clouds above. Whether you like it or not, I am letting go of the tension you hold in my body, your fears that control my actions, and your anger that contaminates my limbic system.

I deserve to experience life's wonders without your tainted lens. And though that lens may never go away, I will choose to look past it.

See ya,
G