I can't say if I ever did love you, but I think what I felt was pretty close to it. you were all I could see, you really lit up everything, but one day you didn't and I couldn't understand why at the time, but now I know, and I'm sorry. thank you for everything you did for me, for the kind words and the many many jokes, just thank you. I'm so grateful that out of everyone in this world, I got to meet you and spend time with you. I hope whoever you end up with treats you well and is able to see what an amazing person you are.