From: ABC
To: J
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:31 pm
You where the only person I felt like this about and now your gone there will always be that part of me that is just like what if but I know there’s no what if you don’t like me and made that really clear once I told you how I felt and you just sat there you know you could have said anything except nothing but that’s over with. I want to let go of you but it’s like I can’t your the one person I actually feel for you make me feel happy I feel alive with you and so much more but now that your gone that black hole in my body that you once filled is now a open space to nothing to darkness I knew you where tired of me but it’s like you didn’t even take the time to even notice the fact that I liked you you didn’t even listen to what I said I had to say things over and over again and you still probably didn’t listen I’m sorry I was so attached to you but you where the one thing that kept me here and if I let go of that what if I will be broken and I’m not ready to let go of that what if.your with someone else and I don’t want to interrupt your relationship cause you wouldn’t do that to me I just wish you the best even if you aren’t with me I’m still happy for you you deserve the world and I hope this person gives it to you I really do I hope they show you more love than I ever could I’m not gonna lie I can’t decide if I want to be happy that your with someone or petty because the girl is uglier than me anyways you know what we are being petty cause that’s not right how are you just not gonna date me but your gonna date this bitch that looks like a rat like im not that pretty but I still have fucking standers but anyways love you?