to my adorkable man. i love you so much. you made me so happy and im so sorry for what i did to you. i hurt you in ways i can only imagine and i shouldn’t have. i wish i could give you a reason- you deserve a reason, but i cant. you were a light in my life. my first love. i wish i met your daughter. i wish i’d gotten to hug you. kiss you. i wish i didnt break your heart. but if i went back to you i know i’d break it all over again and i cant do that to you. not again. i dont even know what you look like but you are the most beautiful person i have ever met in my life. i love you so much, but it’s time we both move on, darling. i’ve got a sophie to love now. please find someone better for you, who will love you and kiss you and be good for your family. find happiness, anthony. please.