hey , i dont know why i thought we woukd last but i was just in a really low place back then . you kept playing with my emotions but i didnt want to go i wasnt over you and it took me so long to be full over you because i had never fallen in love before my heart felt physically unable to cope you changed me and i think that was for the best . i did start to love myself more buy you werent with me because you loved me u were with me because u pitied me nd my mental health. i dont love you anymore because ive seen how you are now and ive moved on and im living the best life i coukd live