because you left? because that way? Didn't you realize that I really loved you? I gave you everything I could, when you were with me it was the most beautiful year that I could live alongside, I really miss you, I can't say that I no longer love you and that I am over you because I would be lying, I miss you a lot, but I I have to realize that you preferred her to me, now what do I do with all the nice details I did for when we meet again? Now, how do I explain to my mom that the only person who made me happy ... abandoned me? I try to look for a sebastian in other eyes, but I can't find him, I just hope that she makes you happy and gives you everything that I don't give you, be happy and take care of her .. sorry for not giving you what you deserve , I love you...