i miss you so much and i would do anything to see you once more. my heart shatters every time i'm reminded about how you're not hear with me right now. when i hear that certain song it's like the world stops, i honestly don't know how much longer i can handle not having you here. christmas is not the same, i'm struggling alot without you, i'm only getting worse, i hope you're okay up there:), another birthday without you but i hope you're watching over me. i can't imagine you're proud of me but i promise you i'm trying my hardest. there is so much i could say right now but i honestly don't know how to put how much i hurt into words, just remember no one can/will EVER replace you okay, remember that for me? i miss you so much. i love you endlessly