Unsent Messages

uhh hello again, I bet you’ve seen the cringe yellow texts I sent already but I still have other things to say.

Micah. You’re so pretty. You’re stunning, out of this world, beautiful, every word that describes beauty.
I just want you to know that.

I’ve been thinking about you way more than usual, even though it’s been like 2 months. I’m sorry for hurting you like I did. I didn’t mean for a little ‘dylmt’ to get to us so bad. I really liked you actually. I think that I first started to love you that first day we started talking and putting out names in our bios and user names. You made me feel so special. I know it might be cheesy but I really do love you. I wish I could just move back in time and tell you that myself. I wish I was there with you for Christmas. So much has happened in such little time with family and friends, you were the only thing keeping me together honestly. Family life has gone hectic and I hate it here sm. I got good grades and all but my parents and one of my older sisters still hate me for some reason. Anyway, I don’t wanna vent to you so I’ll just tell you the things about you that made me happy. your cute little doodles and drawings, your voice, you giving me flowers in Minecraft , the fact that you eat almost 12 apples each day, the obsession with bucket hats, the sarcastic emojis, the way you talked to me day and night, when you asked to match pfps, when you called me dumb, and you in general.

I really want you to see this but at the same time I don’t at all, and I’m scared you might.

If we do end up meeting up again, don’t bring this up because I’ll be really embarrassed.

I wish that day never happened.
We could’ve had so much more memories together if it hadn’t. I hope you’re doing well though. Remember to drink water, eat, and love yourself as much as I love you.

Until we meet again in the next life
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