From: ABC
To: Eileen
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:55 am
i think im in love with you. i feel so dumb saying this because i know you like kate. and every time you describe how you feel about her, it feels like you are perfectly describing how i feel about you. and every time i stay up really late talking to you i cry because i know being in love with you is a waste of time... but i just can't help myself. and every time you do nice things for me and check in on me i cry because you know how messed up my life is rn and you still care about me and make me feel so happy. i wish i could tell you how i feel but it would juts ruin everything and if you did like me we would never date because you are dedicated to soccer and school and im just a screw up. and just thinking about you makes me sob because you some how understand exactly how i feel and what i need all the time. i love you and if you ever find this i will jump off a bridge.