thank u for being an amazing friend and confidant all these years, I’m so glad we’re friends and I love you too the moon n back

i think im in love with you. i feel so dumb saying this because i know you like kate. and every time you describe how you feel about her, it feels like you are perfectly describing how i feel about you. and every time i stay up really late talking to you i cry because i know being in love with you is a waste of time... but i just can't help myself. and every time you do nice things for me and check in on me i cry because you know how messed up my life is rn and you still care about me and make me feel so happy. i wish i could tell you how i feel but it would juts ruin everything and if you did like me we would never date because you are dedicated to soccer and school and im just a screw up. and just thinking about you makes me sob because you some how understand exactly how i feel and what i need all the time. i love you and if you ever find this i will jump off a bridge.

You broke me. It still hurts that you left, but it was for the best. You gave me the ability to get better.

It's been three years since you ghosted me, and i havent spoken to you since. and while im over it im still not ~over~. i can't believe it was that easy for you to leave me. i wish didn't want somone back in my life who left me like that. i deserved better

Give me a sign

when we dyed your hair it stained my hand for a week. then you went and stained my heart. i miss you

I wish you didn't have to leave

ill give you the world if you let me

I’ll never forgive myself for leaving out of nowhere I just want you to know I’ll love you forever????

ilysm u r an amazing friend. you are so gorgeous, smart and i wish u saw it. i’ll love u forever ????

i miss you eileen. i wanna see you again.

i want to spill my heart out, but i fear it will be too long

I wish you knew how much you hurt me

i think of you everyday, i’m actually grown now cus of you. i love you eileen

i have the biggest crush on you but idk how to say it

i can’t wait to see your smile again in heaven. just wait for me

you mean so much to me <3

i miss u everyday

I know you moved and i’m afraid we’ll never reconnect

I love you I wish you were real

i still think about you everyday. how have you been?

when you looked me in the eyes i fell in love with you

I can't let go

I miss our friendship before I left for Japan.. I wish it could be just us at church.

I wasn't good enough to you

I wish things weren’t so complicated w *him*. I know you like me and I’d ask you out in a heartbeat.

I wouldn't ever tell you this but. I like you, and all I want to do is make you smile lol

i wish you were still with us, its been almost 5 years and im still not over it

I miss you so much... I love you my little sunshine

I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again after this summer. Maybe one day we can travel the world.

Just hope your doing well man...
Cant even describe how much I miss loving you

Never going to tell you this but I could never tell if I had a crush on you or not,, <3