I don't think I could ever see you again, it would be too hard... because I convinced myself that you aren't on earth or something. if I saw you and was reminded that you have been here all along it would hurt too bad. I will never, ever love anyone how I love you. you are so perfect to me. if I could spend this lifetime just watching you I would. I could stare at you forever. I never knew what I had right in front of me... the way you motivated me and the way you loved me, I miss you so much... I watched videos of you, and how you used to look at me. you were so sweet... my best friend