hey babs, i wanted to stop by here to talk about a few things.
idk if u will find this,but it still feels good to write in here.
i kinda got distant,i know.
its just,i know whats gonna halen when you leave,so im trying to make it less painful as possible.
thank you for everything you have done.
you're my first ever true friend.
you mean so much to me.
and i know you told me that you leaving doesnt mean anything,and that we will still talk.
you know how much i went thru believing things like that.
i cant anymore.
anyways,i love you so much.
i dont think i will ever find someone like you ever again.
thats okay.
im sorry for the times that i was lacking.
i never considered myself a good friend,and i dont expect you to too.
but i hope i helped you,in someone way shape or form.
i love you,i hope the cycle doesnt replay again.