Unsent Messages

Hey okay idk how I feel about you I really do love you, but well.. there is this other dude and he treats me so much better than you do and well.. mm I don’t know anymore you really hurt me til the point I didn’t want to even talk to my family it really hurt, and after all that I still said “I love you too” You said you needed time and I did wait for you I promise that but listen while you took time I found someone.. I see him merely as a friend only though.. Sometimes I wonder if me and him could become more and if I would actually be happy with him. More happy than you made me.. Because I gave you my everything, you were the first person I wrote paragraphs for, the first person I told my whole family about, the first person that I thought of day and night, you may have not been my first love but you were my first and last to everything, and I know just being with you hurts me more, I can’t see you live life without being happy I want to see you happy, I’ll try to make you happy like I did before doesn’t matter if you hurt me again, I gave everything up for you..