I gotcha idk why I kinda just assumed you've already hung out with another guy. My mind is still kinda just messed up though. Well for what it's worth I haven't been doing anything other than working 60+ hours and hanging out at home. Haven't been talking to anyone not that it really matters though. I would like to hear about all of that stuff I just don't want either of us getting in trouble.. don't get me wrong I would like to talk and see you too and idk what I would do if I saw the call honestly. Even when we were driving I was trying so hard not to look over because it just hurts.. :/ knowing that we can't talk and see each other and seeing you brings back all these memories. I just wish things could have been different.