there’s quite a lot i wanna write. i never meant to cause you any pain and i’m so sorry if i did. you were always the person i had and i thought it’d be that way forever. never in a romantic way but i loved you so much and i don’t think you actually knew that. i just wish we could be okay again ): feeling a little bit lost at the moment and talking to you seems to lift me up. i feel a little lost without you, keep smiling and laughing, i’m so proud of you x