Unsent Messages

Where do I even start? Our entire relationship was like a rom com. A roller coaster. For once, I'm glad that this happened. Looking back all the relationships I had and ended, you are one that I will never regret. You taught me so much, and every single moment with you, I felt happier. Even though I want that feeling to last for a lifetime. I also want you to be happy. I miss you and I miss us. Whatever we are. If you want me, I want you to, but if you don't, then ok, I'm really happy for you. I have all of our memories that I'll remember forever. From when I first met you to when you said that you cared about me to when we just didn't talk to when you told me you loved me to proposing to me to picking me up in the hallway to saying that you'll be with me forever to asking me out to not seeing each other for seven months. Every moment that I spent with you, I will remember. I wish I had told you how much you meant to me when I was with you. If our story is as good as any other rom com, I know we'll end up together and there will be a huge dramatic reunion or whatever. But at the end of the day, I can only hope. Hope that you miss me as much as I miss you. I know I never said this to you, even though I knew it at the time. So here it goes....I love you....I hate you because I love you so much...I don't care what my friends or what anyone else thinks...I just know that I really do...I love you