today was the hardest one in a while that i've had since i've been without you. i miss you everyday. maybe a little more or maybe a little less. i just know i still do. you run through my mind constantly. i can't believe its been over a year and a half. it feels like just yesterday you told me you wish you'd met me sooner. but it's been so long. i miss you. please i need you back. even just for a month or 2. maybe longer if you remember the spark we had and you'd like too. i just want you here, with me. again. even though i know that won't happen i'd like to believe that one day maybe it will. i love you but you don't love me back. the only thing i can do is hope.
