From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:42 am
That one was about you, I didn't know you could search on here, so thats how you found it. Im not pretty, Im always 2nd best. I don't have the confidence. Im never good, don't say I am. I will never be ready to date or open up feelings towards anyone. I hate how my dog died and you didn't take it serious. Ben where were you when I moved? My childhood home. That broke me. It still breaks me. I write countless poems in my notes about what the fuck happened in those past 2 weeks. I was so sad grade 8. Grade 9 was happy and so was 10. NOW. IM NOT OK AND YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD THAT. You can call me the bad guy all you want. You feel the same way just like how Will feels towards Avery? Ive been thinking about that. I hate myself even more of it. This is such a mean message, I like doing this here tho. I'll write so many about you just not under Ben. Please forget me Im a lost cause. I also liked how my colour was yellow I love Coldplay. You will forget about me someday, we will both leave high school and live different lives. I'll miss you in some ways.
