From: ABC
To: Victor
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:28 am
the worst feeling in the world is when the person you hate the most is the same person that you would take a bullet for. i would die for you, and I don't get shit in return. not even a fucking text. you never fucking talk to me. i just want to hear you. call me, text me, send me stupid shit that makes me laugh, the bare minimum. why can't you just prove that you give a shit instead of just being mean to me and the apologizing. you had me fooled, honestly. you could be the worst fucking person on the planet to me but i'd still adore you because I love you. and it's so tiring. you don't give me shit, ever. yeah, I made things awkward, why does that matter? why can't you just love me like you love the rest of them? you chose deborah over all of us, especially me. you'd choose anyone over me, and not bat an eye. not give a shit. not think twice. because you don't care. as many times as I text you, try to get you to interact, it's never enough. you don't care. and neither do I apparently. not enough to just let you fucking go.