Hi Ed, it's been a long time since I talk with you, and I want to say sorry. I feel sorry for all things I did to you, I feel so guilty for everything.
I just want to say I love you and I miss you. You took my heart with you and I just want it back.
Please be happy. I hope I don't cause so much hurt, and if I did, please forgive me.
I love you, Ed. You were my best friend and the first person I loved, and that means the world to me and I would never be enough grateful for it.
And I just hope you can forgive me.
You deserve everything in this world.
I've chosen green because it is your favorite color.
Yours sincerely, D.
Please, don't read this.