Unsent Messages

It feels so weird to write about you. We aren't even friends. I do wish we were though. I've liked you since last year, literally almost a full year now. I could list every reason why I like you. The first things I think of when I hear your name is your messy buns, sounds weird but I think its so cute how you can look pretty without even trying. I like that you don't try to impress anyone. You're also really smart and athletic and I admire that. And to top it all off you're funny, I like your sarcasm and its even better when you smile after you make a joke. I like you so much that I want to hate you, I want to hate you so I don't keep messing with my own feelings. There is a very little chance that you feel the same way about me. I almost think im being unfair with myself for allowing myself to like you this much. I even try to talk to other people but literally just making eye contact with you gives me butterflies and I could talk about you for hours.