i would say you ruined my life, but i think you made it better. yeah you r**** me and used me and manipulated me and made me completely unrecognizable even to myself, but. you also showed me that the person i thought to be my best friend was actually empty inside. you showed me that even the most genuine seeming people can be dangerous. you taught me to never let someone have that kind of power over me again. i'm more motivated to exercise now, because i'll be damned if i ever see you again and can't take you on in a fight. you pushed my mental health to such an extreme limit that i'm now getting EMDR therapy and it really is helping. truth be told, i could've probably done all this character development without you traumatizing me, but here i am anyway. im gonna continue making the best of the mess you made, and one day i'll hardly remember you.