Fuck YOU. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. You ruined my fucking life Arabella. I try and try to send you songs messages gifts and you fucking BLOCK me and don't do anything after saying your my soulmate and bullshit. Get out of my fucking head woman. Sometimes I wanna kms bc the pain is still getting worse after 4 years. Im so stuck. your like a ghost and these memories are haunting me. even when im with her your all I think about. I crave you touch. I look for it in every girl ffs. im so fucking lost idk where im going to find that happiness again but fuck it. you don't care you never did. I hope you see this so you know what you've done to me. k