Unsent Messages

you made me feel like i actually mattered, like i actually existed, like i actually had a purpose, you actually cared about what i said, and how i felt, no one else has ever shown me that kind of affection. being with you, hours felt like minutes, and all my problems would just stop. you were actually somehow able to make me happy which no one else has ever been able accomplish. seeing you upset literally destroyed me, i never ever meant to hurt you at all, i just really thought you only wanted her. i’ll never forgive myself for hurting you trevor. i don’t expect forgiveness from you, i just wanted to let you know that you did have such a big impact in my life even in such a short amount of time. so thank you for caring about me in ways no one else ever has and showing me that there are still good people in this world. i’m sorry.