my first love, i want to hate you and i do, but deep down theres still a part of me that loves you so much, your love consumed me, made me feel alive, safe, protected, loved, but then you left. you left me with nothing but our memories, that i still hold onto to this day. how happy i was, how loved i felt, how special you made me feel, like i was the only girl in the world. ill love you forever, thats the problem.