From: ABC
To: spencer
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:42 am
3/4 years of high school I have loved you. I shouldn’t though. With you in college and me going to college there should be no reason I have stayed madly in love with you. I can’t keep doing this. I’ve tried everything. I’ve written on here once before. I’ve unfollowed you on all social media. Now what? Now what do I have to do? I just want it to stop. I want to stop thinking about you. Checking up on you, dreaming of you. Maybe I need to put myself out there again. Maybe I need to tell you how I feel. I don’t know. I use to wish at 11:11 for you to be my soulmate. Now at 11:11 I wish for you to be forgotten from my mind. I do still love you, and I always will. But this is goodbye, and I’m not saying goodbye for you. Because we all know that you have moved on. But I am saying goodbye for me. This is it, I’m done and I need to focus on me now. I wish you the best, and I love you to the moon and back. ANS