Unsent Messages

Hey...it's Draven again, I just wanted to let you know that I'm going into physical therapy on monday and I'm going to see a new psychiatrist soon afterwards. I'm actually getting the support I've always needed, and being the one who's asking for it. So I suppose I'm writing this because I'm actually going to try and get over you now. As much as I don't want to ever forget about you, and as much as it still hurts. I can't function, living a life where I wake up and only think about you, and blame myself constantly for everything that happened when both of us were at fault. I miss you every single day, And for some reason I think blaming myself enough will eventually bring you back. It never will, So I'm going to try and stop now.
However, If you ever need a place to stay or a friend to talk to, I promise you that there will always be a door open for you.
Cathalina Maria Steele,
I love you. Goodbye.