I miss you. I wish that day i had stopped you from going out, now i dont know if i'll ever see you again. you've been in a coma since 1st july. it's killing me that i cant speak to you, i know this is mean of me but i tried to find someone to replace the love you gave me even though we werent together, and we were talking and all of a sudden i just realised, its you, youre the one i want to be with for the rest of my life. i dont know how to tell him but i know that its not him whos made for me. i love you forever, goodnight.