dear ced,
i miss you. i miss you so so so very much. i want to see you again and i’m trying my best. i miss being your best friend and i’m sorry for freaking out on you. i never meant to ruin our friendship. i swear. but there is something i want to tell you. ced, from the minute i laid eyes on you, i have been so hopelessly in love with you to the point where is makes my head hurt. all i want is you. all i can think about is you. i want you back. and i screwed up big time. i never meant for it to end this way. you are my person. the only person i need. i love you. hopefully you’ll see how much you mean to me.