i'm still young i may not know what love is yet but all i know is that you were the first ever crush i had and i know you were my first love. I first felt something for you when i was in your in 5de basis in my first year and that is where it started. I like you for 3 year and you only knew me as the crazy ugly girl that had a crush on you. I hate how i never could have gotten over you even when you went to mavo i still liked you and for that 1 year that you left i was so happy and i got over you but i still saw you at your soccer practice and when i did i hated it cuz all my feelings would comeback and i hated that. When i started mavo and knowing you would be going to the same school i hated that cuz i had to see you around school and i still do and now i could careless but some times i see you and wonder if you know who i am and a few days ago i saw you send me a snap i opened it and it was just streaks but im wondering why me was it random or u actually searched up my name and send me but probably random. When i stayed back a year and you went a year higher and are classes were connected and whenever u didn't come to school u always missed a test and the teacher would make you do the test in are classroom cuz they thought the kids would help you cheat but your smart and once you were done making your test u would sit in the class until the teacher called you to the your classroom and this happened around christmas time i know that cuz we would change the layout of the way we sat in the classroom and you asked me if we always sat in the layout but i told you no but most importantly you called me by my name to ask me the question and i knew u noticed that i was blushing and smiling really big cuz you said my name and i love that you knew my name but that was 5 years ago and by now you don't remember my name but some times i do wish you remember me cuz i still find you atractive. I loved you knew my name at the t