dear tom, i loved you, i wanted to grow old with you, i wanted to feel your head on my chest and i wanted to plan our future together but i get why it didn't work. i was in love with the idea of you but the more i tried to get to know you the more i realized you dont want me. you never did. i was a time filler and nothing more. i wish things worked out between us but im also so proud of myself for understanding youre not worth my time and that i have more to do with my life then wait for a snap back. sorry that you lost me but at least i found myself
