Unsent Messages

I didn’t always tell you when I was sad or what I was aching about because it didn’t matter, you made it better. You being there and listening to you made it better. The knowledge that you loved me and had faith in me made it better, and now I’m alone again. Being alone isn’t something I’m scared of or not used to, it’s just something I forgot how to do when I was with you. When I knew you loved me I felt like I could never be alone, even if I felt it the most. I don't understand why you told me you loved all of me when all you wanted was her, I'll never understand why I couldn't have been enough, but I do know that as long as you're happy I'll be okay. I wish you loved me the way I love you, but as much as I may want that, you can't love somebody into loving you. Maybe someday, at the right time in the right place, you'll be mine forever. If that never happens tho, I'll be okay without you I think. I just have to learn how to be alone again. Signed yours truly, Bunny.