We've known each other since we were babies, I knew from a young age that I felt different about you. I know that i don't want a s/o now. I felt really bad the day that shii went down but there's no one to blame except myself. I was disapointed in myself but i knew it was the right thing to do as i know it would hurt more to end our relationship that just reject you because i can convince myself i dont like you vut if i said yes i'd have to get over the whole relationship thing. Im glad we are closer now but i dont want people to think we're more than friends. You showed me a part of me that i never saw. I'm really glad we talked. Ik we were a failed relationship but everything happens for a reason. Ofcourse i liked you but i wasn't ready. Im happy for you and im glad you have found a lovely girl and i hope you to work out.