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hey, i dont think you know how many times i think about the perfect conversation with you. Whenever i want to text you i always hesitate and end up not doing it, i guess i'm just scared ill come out as annoying if i keep on talking too much. I realized that we talk better if there's a "break" shall i say, i'm always scared of talking too much and running out of things to talk haha. Anyways, johnny, i hope you know that i really like you, a lot. I don't think you see me that way though... You know how us these days are just straight up horny and seek a significant other for sexual desires or something like that? And how when you like someone you think they're hot or you want that desires? Well all i really wish i could just hug you and bury my head in your chest listening to music, it's all im asking for really. But i know if you would EVER like me, it would be a different type if that make sense. It makes my heart aches a little but it's okay. i miss you Johnny. even though we just talked a few hours ago. I really hope you see this one day hahha..idk how you'll react to it though. I like you a lot, sleep early tonight too okay you need it, not too early though i still want to talk to you.