Unsent Messages

i still hope the snaps you send are more then just streaks, because i think of you every night before i go to bed, and every morning when i wake up. and im hoping all the scenarios i come up with in my head are true, because you were there for me when i was about to quit. and those scenarios made me want to stay, just to see if they would happen one day. you had a girlfriend when i first started liking you, she was perfect. everything i wanted to be, especially yours. when i got over you for the first time, she and i became friends. although, i dont think i was actually over you. because im the reason you broke up. i told her to do it. it wasnt in a bad way bc i wanted you, i did it without thinking of my own selfish porpoises. i comforted you when she broke up with you. i was there for you A, just like you were there for me. i havent told anyone about my feelings. i dont want to. i know nothing will most likely every happen, but i still like to put you as my love interests in my stories, you know, the ones in my mind. sometimes i ahve voices in my head, telling me “have you seen the signs? he obv likes you back!”, but i know that’s just what i want to be true, even tho its not, and i know that, im ok with that... i think